hello, what's yall doing? it's almost less then 24 hour before we'll celebrate new year. say goodbye to 2012, and hello 2013!
just sharing my current obsession, making some illustration to fill my empty life as a boring human. LOL. this time i'm shared my latest color obsession: FUCSHIA. it's not the hot color for the next season, but i really fall in love with this color. it's not pink or purple, it's fucshia, and that makes it unique.
perhaps this is the color for my next raya baju melayu. LOL
wuhuuu! the little girls with the big head is back again. this time they are wearing my MUSIM TENGKUJUH 2013 collection (LOL). it's time for some electric blue!
u know, Malaysia is so special, because we have totally a unique season, like tengkujuh, durian season and also school-break season. of coz i'm proud to be Malaysian, and those pathetic Malaysian yang tak reti bersyukur and want to change their nationality, you memang tak reti bersyukur!
As in musim tengkujuh, the most common natural disaster would be the flood. it's important to take care of yourself and the safety of the people around you, especially parents with lil children, don't ever let your child playing in the flood. it's dangerous!
hey it's the big headed girl again, and this time she wear something inspired by the airasia aeroplane. LOL. sorry for the bad quality pictures, i'm sketching on my nephew exercise book, hope he didn't notice~
you didn't know how bad i miss to design. eventhough i said i hates fashion, but somehow, fashion is part of my blood. i can't live without it. so i've made my decision to further my study, and probably not at UiTM because i'm not applied for that course (sigh)
i'm looking for private colleges, and still searching for the best one.. or perhaps st. martin. ok that's totally a joke. i wish.. yeah i wish.. hey santa! if you see this, i've been nice this year. pfftt!
do you still remember this short poem by Robert Frost? well, it's still fresh in my mind the moment i learnt this poem in the english class when I was about to seat on my SPM. it's has been quite a long times, but somehow I do still remember this poem.
it's about a guy who was walking in a forest where brought him into two roads for him to choose. and he choose the less taken one, where in the end, lead him to become the men, he is now.
it's clearly, in life sometimes we have to take a risk rather than play safe. it's easy to say it, but to do it, need a lot of strength. now i'm facing the most critical time of my life where I have to choose whether to further my study or start working and survive in the world full with surprise.
i've been thinking this for quite long, but still i couldn't find the answer. can i survive with just a diploma? who want to offer me a job? or can i have a brighter future? all this question raised whenever i want to make the decision.
can the road that i will takes bring me to what i wanna be? gosh.. maybe it's time for me to back to Allah, and let HIM show me the light to which road should i take.
damn! i'm super duper boring! i can't stand to live like this anymore! yes.. i've already said this for almost a billion times, but still, i want to say it; I MISSED MY LIFE AS A STUDENT!!
i miss to woke up early in the morning just to catch the bus so i won't be late to class. I've to pay RM1 per trip to the pathetic bus driver, if the seat fulled, i've to stand all the way like a stupid men, but hey! i missed it!
i miss to stand a few minutes in front of my closet to choose the right cloth to be wear, and change a few times before walk out the door. i missed to wear blocking color and the attention everyone gave whenever i wore it.
i miss to have the nervous feeling every morning because my lecturer want to see my works. oh for the record, one of my classmate almost fainted when she want to show her work to the lecturer. true story! back at home, no one want to charot me.. so sad
i miss having a breakfast, lunch, hi-tea, dinner or even berbuka puasa with my classmates. we will spend a few hour at uptown and talking about nonsense things, and of course, searching for hot guys. LOL
i miss to fight with my classmate. listening to the music at the studio from the speaker i brought from home, and the best part is watching some movies on the big screen.
well, eventhough that was the busiest times and the most emotional one, but that was also the perfect time to live your life. i really miss it.
i miss you guys.............
and my kakak remp-it, the most
hopefully i could met you guys soon. perhaps at rabiah's wedding next month. omg i'm super duper excited, what's more important, she'll be wearing my design. insyallah~
Presenting my current obsession, and it's my honored to introduce to you my little girls. this is my latest project (project la sangat!) my illustration. the big headed girl~
actually i've used this big headed girl for my final design folio, but this time i do it my way.
this little girl, she's wearing my evening dress (Marry The Day), what she wears, it the original version of this dress, comes with the red corset.
and world, please say hello to them! and more to coming. this is what i do when i can't fall asleep~
all of sudden, i think of getting married. what? are you kidding me! well, i'm just a normal person who have the real desire to marry somebody.. somebody unknown.
i always dreams a lot of things on my wedding day. should i list it? hell yeah!
1) my wedding day should be in summer, a good sunny day, not too hot, not too cold, just nice. while my wedding photoshoot will be held on fall, with lots of leaves falling from the trees.
2) it will be held in a garden, a very nice garden, with a green view. just a few chair for a few relatives and friends
3) this is the most important part, the dress code is black and white, and the whole garden will be decorated with a lot lot white roses, and every guest will receive a white roses as a door gift. instead of using the plastic flower, i'm giving them the real one. cool ha?
4) all the outfit, will be design by me, i choose the fabric, the design, everything, let me handle it! obviously it will be in white, off-white
5) the invitation card, will be a music box!
6) and i want lady gaga performing live with her acoustic version of all her hits! ok that's way too much! but at least, i really want somebody to sing with a piano, acoustic guitar, or a violin.
well, that's all. simple right, just simple as that.. my dream wedding. ahhh....
but the truth is, nobody want to marry me, LOL! perhaps one day.. one day.. when the day comes, i'll make sure all these become a reality. anyway, can i marry myself? NEXT!!
i have gone through the process of evolution where i am now have successfully transformed myself into an owl. but i'm the cute little owl version.
well, i find it's hard for me to sleep at night lately. I've tried my best (my best?) to sleep at night, but i failed to do so.
usually, i'll slept at 5 - 6am in the morning, and woke up at 1pm every single day! is it normal? nah! early back when i was studying, i felt hard to stay-up till morning, now things changed. one of my friend once said to me that her biological clock has messed up, and so do i.
i don't know why and when this thing started, all i know is that i am already an owl, stay up in the night, and sleep by day. please help me! i don't wanna eat some rat for my lunch! i want to be a normal monster back!
i've just finish giving the final touch on my wedding dress. just adding some pearls (a lot) and some finishing. tomorrow i'll send it to the dry-clean. and by this week i could send it to the future bride-to-be. omg i am super duper excited. hopefully she fits in this dress. i really want to see this dress wear by a real bride on the wedding day.
anyway, i would like to wish in advance: a happy wedding (happy wedding?) to my ex-classmate who soon be a wife (omg). i'm sure you will look pretty in this dress.
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Eh, eh, eh
Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy
Even when it's not right
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by by by
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
getting addicted with this song. what i like the most bout this song is the words itself. life is so mean. and life is like a roller coaster, like in fashion, one day you're in and the next day you're out. but that doesn't mean that everything are over, life must go on. everyone have the equal chance to be on the top, all you got to do is never give up because everything is possible. thanks Pink for this meaningful lyric and inspirational song!
anyway, the mv is not bad at all in fact it is the best. well, pink never dissapointed her fans. and so with her live performance on the AMA recently, so energetic. keep on the good work pink!
it's already a month doing nothing but eat and sleep, all day long. and this totally need to be end soon because i'm started to hate live a life like this!
just a few days ago one of my nosy uncle came to my house, and he saw me (because i wasn't noticed that he was there). then he said "..oi, makan tidur jelah.." and just a few hours ago, one of my friend text me, and she said i should go outside, working and earn some money, and from that moment i started to realize that i've to do something. and obviously, get a job!
i should go walks around the town to find a job. well, at this point i wish i'm in kuala lumpur, it would be easier for me to find the right job with the skills i have.
so next week will be the busy week for me to find a job, hopefully i'll get one. i think i have already get enough rest and it's time to rock the world again!
*anyone who is interested to hire me please do send your resume. LOL
when it's come to friday, i'll listen to rebecca black's song, friday. just forget how she sound, after all, it's just a happy song to tell how much she loves friday. LOL
I scroll down my timeline this morning, and i found an interesting entry, it's a poll on how people thought about art student. the largest percentage shown that they questioning how the art student can gain money after they are graduated.
and then, i start to came out with this version on my head; people reaction when i'm telling them i am a fashion student:
3) you must be sissy!: that's totally the epic one. when a boy say the love fashion, the 1st thing that people think is that boy is sissy or local people would called PONDAN.
2) is there any job offered you?: please people, open your mind. there're thousand jobs in this world and we have the skills to be offered to the job, can you see that?
1) you must know how to sew, can you make a dress?!: probably the most popular one. when you heard it for the 1st time, you may think it's really a question, but when you heard it almost billion time, you starts to think, that it is some way to insult us! i heard this question every raya, my makcik, my uncle and even from person i even don't know who they are, even at the bank (recently). fyi, i'm not gonna make you guys a baju kurung, that isn't what i trained to be!
sometimes, it's hard to change people perception no one would hear a little voice. all we have to do is try to prove it. yeah, i bet all fashion student is die-to-prove to people around them that they are more then what these people think they are.
i never regret this because i am proud to be a fashion student (once); fashion is a life style. it's a cool thing to do thing that you love the most and fight for your right because inside, i am a fighter (rolling eyes).
Happy holiday everyone, and don't let other people tell you what to do, it's your life. live your life!
taraa!! i presents to you my 1st so-called t-shirt! i'm just do it for fun, actually this is the 1st time i'm designing something for myself. it doesn't work well, but the fabric itself (lycra) help to shape the shirt and hide error in measuring. LOL
I'm using my extra tangerine lycra that i've used for my final year collection, the fabric is totally comfortable, but i don't think i'll wear it in public, it's too OTT!
in case you're wondering what is the black things on the shirt made of, it's leather. i think it's quite a fun way to combining leather with other material, it's just stand out. the hood wasn't in the design. i just add it to cover the finishing on the collar because i don't have those sewing machine for lycra.
actually, it's hard to measure your own body. especially my type of body! i think i should just buy it rather than design it for myself. this t-shirt is totally unpractical and unwearable. totally out! perhaps i should keep practicing more and more so then, i could dare to wear my own design in public. LOL
hey! i'm super duper mad right now with some species of human yang suka request games dekat facebook. fyi, those requesting things are totally annoying. i would kill you if you are near me. as a result, saya baru removing one of them, not just that, to make it more dramatic, and to show how mad i am, i am blocking him. yes, he is a men. a stupid men! go fuck your self. the end~
wuhu! how is your day monsters? well, today I've made something special for someone special in my heart. I've made the current food phenomena in Malaysia. the crepe, for my mom's birthday.
but my version is kinda pink and filled with assorted fruits. it's totally yummy after you put in the fridge, taste like ice cream. well that was my first trial. and there're lot more to improve. this little guy, i called it THE CREEPY LITTLE PINK by MONS+ER CHEF. walah!
btw, i would like to wish a happy birthday to this beloved women; a chef, a teacher, a doctor, a good friend and also a mom. thanks mak, me love you with all me heart!
lately i'm annoyed with those people who posted picture of death body on their wall. I know it's your page, but when you post something, I can see it too on my timeline. dan juga sesetengah manusia yg sebok berkempen for nothing. save this, save that, boycott this, boycott that. honestly, that's totally won't work. dah mengalahkan pemimpin pulak gamaknya. please stop all those nonsense. maybe i'll vote you to be the next PM, keep on campaigning! #durgh
I just listen the latest album from One Direction; Take Me Home. The most anticipating album, and been waiting by the fans.
maintain with their teen pop, Take Me Home really take 1D onto another level. compare to the first album, this album shows that they have already grown up in the industry. the song choice is more matured and in term of music arrangement, Take Me Home is far better than Up All Night.
don't just listen to the 2 singles. because this album offer you more. personally, my favorite tracks would be Last First Kiss. an easy listening track. so directioner, go grab your copy now! 4 stars for Take Me Home.
hey guys! remember that we always said this when we're still studying? "i'm tired, i hope everything will end soon and i could enjoy my life". well, sekarang saya dah sebulan finished my college and the truth is, life never been this boring! at first, it's a freedom, but after a long day doing nothing, you'll felt that something is missing. saya sangat bosan!
so, to fill up my boring times, i continue to designing more and more design. and this time i am designing for my self. this is another version of the bicker jacket. i'm tired wearing those boring and pathetic cardigan. and hopefully this jacket will work.
still with red and black and some gold, the red thing like a dart on every side of the jacket was designed to make my body look a bit long and slim (rolling eyes). I'm using all the fabrics that i have and now i'm in the middle of making the master pattern. I've never done this before so i'm quite nervous with the result and this totally need a toile!
RIP Mr. Little Teddy
in another hand, I felt sorry for this little guy where i've brutally tortured him. you are now being a savior for all pins that i have. you should thanks me for that! but you still look cute with pins all over your body. LOL
omg, i'm totally insane and addicted to peplum dress. i don't know why, i think peplum dress is so in. it's so cool, and adorable. i swear, if i am a girl, i will wear peplum dress wherever i go, i even sleep with it!
as part of this peplum fever in me, i've decide to design a peplum dress for my 2nd sista! she got the same taste as i do.
this is the final design, inspired by saloma's look. i don't think the green belt match with the dress, black is much better, for sure!
and this is just the sneak peek of the peplum dress that i've made. it's supposed to be the toile for the yellow one, but i think it look to perfect for a toile, so i've decided to make it another peplum dress and add some pearls. this is the black version that can be wear with a skinny or a jeans.
now i'm in my progress designing a little version of peplum dress for my niece. well, in another strory, i've received my 1st ever costumer early this month. and the process of discussing and designing is done. Now i'm waiting her to give me the money for me to buy the fabrics.
and after a few discussion, i've been successfully injected my tangerine dress ideology to her mind, and she agreed! walah! so this is gonna be the next tangerine dress, but in a practical way. i'm super duper excited on this design. this would be my first expectation, and the cover of my career (pfffftt)
this is another cool collection from Hungarian fashion designer name Dora Mojzes. I've been followed her design few years ago and that time I was googled for avant-garde design, and I found one of her artwork.
this collection is inspired by sci-fi movie; Prometheus. What i love about this collection is how she manipulated the form of the design and of course the color. the turquoise fabric look totally cool. Nice, thumbs up monsters!
Hey there, alright this time I would like to share with you guys a collection of gareth pugh's shoes. You know, what I like about the shoes is because every pair of them look stunning. and different from the other, and of cause when the shoes are beautifully made, many celebrities would dare to wear it. The most memorable one would be the gold chrome shoes worn by Beyonce for her Run The World clip. Anyway, I put his s/s 2013 shoes on the top list because those metallic thing on heels, totally awesome! For the record, gareth is already collaborated with Melissa, a shoes's company to design for the company. Nice, thumbs up monsters!
well. perhaps I'm the happiest person in the world right now! I just checked my final result. Alhamdulilah. Everything is done. I've end up my diploma and I'm free now! yeay!!
hey there. baru2 ni saya ada tengok 1 malay drama dekat youtube. and hey! it's a good drama. I never thought that we still have a great drama that full of message and well-directed. Direct by Tunku Mona Riza, Parit Jawa is a must watch tele-movie. I must say, this is the right kind of drama/film that Malaysia should have. Enough la dgn filem pasal gangster, mat rempit or so whatever. Cliche.
I don't know what happen to Malay film industry, dah semakin mengarut. suatu masa dulu, filem berunsur seram, is in, and everday film tu jelah yang d mainkan kat panggung wayang. dari yang totally horror, sampai ke comedy horror. and suddenly someone voice it out, baru la filem2 genre ni slow down sekejap. and now trend mat rempit and gangster. come on la.
Namun, Parit Jawa jauh menyimpang dari genre demikian. Mengisahkan hubungan kekeluargaan dan semangat cintakan budaya dan bangsa. In some reason, I do think that the selection of the actor/actress didn't work quite well. 50% of this tele-flim, menggunakan dialog dalam bahasa jawa, so a truly Javanese is a must. otherwise it will sound weird. Anyway credit to Zahiril, Ruminah Sidek and Jalil hamid for make it work.
Enough with the drama, now lets move on to the soundtrack. Batu Belah Batu Konkrit, yes that is the tittle of the song. sang by MonoloQue featuring Azlina Aziz. It's a catchy song. and what make it even catchy is the lyric
"Wahai anakanda ku sayang
Kemana hilang budaya
Diculik piring terbang
Atau ditelan buaya"
cool right! anyway, congrats to all the team of this superb tele-film. 5 stars for Parit Jawa.
sometimes when we're alone, we wish that we could turn back time and pretend nothing happen. we wish that we're born with super natural power, we can control time, and time traveler. we know that all such things aren't gonna happen but we still think about it.
as an adult, we face a lot of problems, that in some stage, we thought we can't handle it, but somehow, we made it through. real life is so challenging, only the strong one could stand on the podium. actually, we are all strong enough to face the world, just believe in yourself and never give up.
what pass was history, we never know what will happen next, what we know that today. is our day to shine. and i'm starts believing on this. just go with the flow.
BE STRONG AND STAY STRONG
dedicated to my beloved friend; Hajaomiza Kaderi
hey, I know this is kinda late, but I still want to share my POV of what I've seen from gareth pugh s/s 2013. inspired by " the rawness of latin american cockfighting" he came out with a collection of his signature color, black and also some grey and red. honestly I love all the red collection. it look fierce. it's quite an interesting collection; wearable and clean cut where this time he didn't concentrate much on the silhouette
and some of the pieces i have seen before on his fall/ winter 2012, perhaps he want to continue of what he have done earlier.
s/s 2013 f/w 2012
you know what makes us notice that the design is by gareth pugh is by looking at the shoulder. and the best part of this collection is the shoes.
mommy I want this shoes!
overall, it's an interesting ready-to-wear collection. you nailed it. thumb up for gareth pugh s/s2013
*I'm just a new boy in town, this is just my pov, correct me if i'm wrong!
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