hello, what's yall doing? it's almost less then 24 hour before we'll celebrate new year. say goodbye to 2012, and hello 2013!
just sharing my current obsession, making some illustration to fill my empty life as a boring human. LOL. this time i'm shared my latest color obsession: FUCSHIA. it's not the hot color for the next season, but i really fall in love with this color. it's not pink or purple, it's fucshia, and that makes it unique.
perhaps this is the color for my next raya baju melayu. LOL
wuhuuu! the little girls with the big head is back again. this time they are wearing my MUSIM TENGKUJUH 2013 collection (LOL). it's time for some electric blue!
u know, Malaysia is so special, because we have totally a unique season, like tengkujuh, durian season and also school-break season. of coz i'm proud to be Malaysian, and those pathetic Malaysian yang tak reti bersyukur and want to change their nationality, you memang tak reti bersyukur!
As in musim tengkujuh, the most common natural disaster would be the flood. it's important to take care of yourself and the safety of the people around you, especially parents with lil children, don't ever let your child playing in the flood. it's dangerous!
hey it's the big headed girl again, and this time she wear something inspired by the airasia aeroplane. LOL. sorry for the bad quality pictures, i'm sketching on my nephew exercise book, hope he didn't notice~
you didn't know how bad i miss to design. eventhough i said i hates fashion, but somehow, fashion is part of my blood. i can't live without it. so i've made my decision to further my study, and probably not at UiTM because i'm not applied for that course (sigh)
i'm looking for private colleges, and still searching for the best one.. or perhaps st. martin. ok that's totally a joke. i wish.. yeah i wish.. hey santa! if you see this, i've been nice this year. pfftt!
do you still remember this short poem by Robert Frost? well, it's still fresh in my mind the moment i learnt this poem in the english class when I was about to seat on my SPM. it's has been quite a long times, but somehow I do still remember this poem.
it's about a guy who was walking in a forest where brought him into two roads for him to choose. and he choose the less taken one, where in the end, lead him to become the men, he is now.
it's clearly, in life sometimes we have to take a risk rather than play safe. it's easy to say it, but to do it, need a lot of strength. now i'm facing the most critical time of my life where I have to choose whether to further my study or start working and survive in the world full with surprise.
i've been thinking this for quite long, but still i couldn't find the answer. can i survive with just a diploma? who want to offer me a job? or can i have a brighter future? all this question raised whenever i want to make the decision.
can the road that i will takes bring me to what i wanna be? gosh.. maybe it's time for me to back to Allah, and let HIM show me the light to which road should i take.
damn! i'm super duper boring! i can't stand to live like this anymore! yes.. i've already said this for almost a billion times, but still, i want to say it; I MISSED MY LIFE AS A STUDENT!!
i miss to woke up early in the morning just to catch the bus so i won't be late to class. I've to pay RM1 per trip to the pathetic bus driver, if the seat fulled, i've to stand all the way like a stupid men, but hey! i missed it!
i miss to stand a few minutes in front of my closet to choose the right cloth to be wear, and change a few times before walk out the door. i missed to wear blocking color and the attention everyone gave whenever i wore it.
i miss to have the nervous feeling every morning because my lecturer want to see my works. oh for the record, one of my classmate almost fainted when she want to show her work to the lecturer. true story! back at home, no one want to charot me.. so sad
i miss having a breakfast, lunch, hi-tea, dinner or even berbuka puasa with my classmates. we will spend a few hour at uptown and talking about nonsense things, and of course, searching for hot guys. LOL
i miss to fight with my classmate. listening to the music at the studio from the speaker i brought from home, and the best part is watching some movies on the big screen.
well, eventhough that was the busiest times and the most emotional one, but that was also the perfect time to live your life. i really miss it.
i miss you guys.............
and my kakak remp-it, the most
hopefully i could met you guys soon. perhaps at rabiah's wedding next month. omg i'm super duper excited, what's more important, she'll be wearing my design. insyallah~
Presenting my current obsession, and it's my honored to introduce to you my little girls. this is my latest project (project la sangat!) my illustration. the big headed girl~
actually i've used this big headed girl for my final design folio, but this time i do it my way.
this little girl, she's wearing my evening dress (Marry The Day), what she wears, it the original version of this dress, comes with the red corset.
and world, please say hello to them! and more to coming. this is what i do when i can't fall asleep~
all of sudden, i think of getting married. what? are you kidding me! well, i'm just a normal person who have the real desire to marry somebody.. somebody unknown.
i always dreams a lot of things on my wedding day. should i list it? hell yeah!
1) my wedding day should be in summer, a good sunny day, not too hot, not too cold, just nice. while my wedding photoshoot will be held on fall, with lots of leaves falling from the trees.
2) it will be held in a garden, a very nice garden, with a green view. just a few chair for a few relatives and friends
3) this is the most important part, the dress code is black and white, and the whole garden will be decorated with a lot lot white roses, and every guest will receive a white roses as a door gift. instead of using the plastic flower, i'm giving them the real one. cool ha?
4) all the outfit, will be design by me, i choose the fabric, the design, everything, let me handle it! obviously it will be in white, off-white
5) the invitation card, will be a music box!
6) and i want lady gaga performing live with her acoustic version of all her hits! ok that's way too much! but at least, i really want somebody to sing with a piano, acoustic guitar, or a violin.
well, that's all. simple right, just simple as that.. my dream wedding. ahhh....
but the truth is, nobody want to marry me, LOL! perhaps one day.. one day.. when the day comes, i'll make sure all these become a reality. anyway, can i marry myself? NEXT!!
i have gone through the process of evolution where i am now have successfully transformed myself into an owl. but i'm the cute little owl version.
well, i find it's hard for me to sleep at night lately. I've tried my best (my best?) to sleep at night, but i failed to do so.
usually, i'll slept at 5 - 6am in the morning, and woke up at 1pm every single day! is it normal? nah! early back when i was studying, i felt hard to stay-up till morning, now things changed. one of my friend once said to me that her biological clock has messed up, and so do i.
i don't know why and when this thing started, all i know is that i am already an owl, stay up in the night, and sleep by day. please help me! i don't wanna eat some rat for my lunch! i want to be a normal monster back!
i've just finish giving the final touch on my wedding dress. just adding some pearls (a lot) and some finishing. tomorrow i'll send it to the dry-clean. and by this week i could send it to the future bride-to-be. omg i am super duper excited. hopefully she fits in this dress. i really want to see this dress wear by a real bride on the wedding day.
anyway, i would like to wish in advance: a happy wedding (happy wedding?) to my ex-classmate who soon be a wife (omg). i'm sure you will look pretty in this dress.
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Eh, eh, eh
Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy
Even when it's not right
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by by by
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
getting addicted with this song. what i like the most bout this song is the words itself. life is so mean. and life is like a roller coaster, like in fashion, one day you're in and the next day you're out. but that doesn't mean that everything are over, life must go on. everyone have the equal chance to be on the top, all you got to do is never give up because everything is possible. thanks Pink for this meaningful lyric and inspirational song!
anyway, the mv is not bad at all in fact it is the best. well, pink never dissapointed her fans. and so with her live performance on the AMA recently, so energetic. keep on the good work pink!
it's already a month doing nothing but eat and sleep, all day long. and this totally need to be end soon because i'm started to hate live a life like this!
just a few days ago one of my nosy uncle came to my house, and he saw me (because i wasn't noticed that he was there). then he said "..oi, makan tidur jelah.." and just a few hours ago, one of my friend text me, and she said i should go outside, working and earn some money, and from that moment i started to realize that i've to do something. and obviously, get a job!
i should go walks around the town to find a job. well, at this point i wish i'm in kuala lumpur, it would be easier for me to find the right job with the skills i have.
so next week will be the busy week for me to find a job, hopefully i'll get one. i think i have already get enough rest and it's time to rock the world again!
*anyone who is interested to hire me please do send your resume. LOL
