Au Revoir 2012

goodbye 2012 and hello 2013! this is the 1st entry in the new year! probably just to recap on what was happening last year (2012)

obviously, 2012 was a great year for me. there're up and down. early of the year i was a bit struggling and try to survive after the "big wave" that hit me cause by my own mistake. i'm kinda lost at the beginning. and almost quit my study. durghh! how stupid i was. but i know that i am strong inside and outside, and i'm not a quitter.

and toward the end, finally i could cheer up because i finally completed my study after 3 years at the most famous fashion school UiTM Seri Iskandar. the moment i've been waiting for to come out with my own collection is finally came true where i've showcased my collection in several location and the finale would be the diploma show.

The Little MONS+ER was my 1st baby, and there're lot things to faced before i could finally completed all designs. money would be the major problems. sorry mom and dad, i've used a lot of money last year! and in the middle of completing the design, i was infected with chicken-pox, and that was the hardest thing i have to face. just a few day before the date-line for photoshooting, and the desing was only 20% completed.

i must thanks everyone who supported me, especially my mom and my classmates. we're sailed in the same boat and we're lucky because we're not sink. LOL

my hope for this year is i only want the best from it. actually there're lot i wish for this year. one of them is that i want to be in shape. yeah! again! i'm gonna puke now! and i really want people to recognize me and being somebody in the industry. i want to share my ideas and my passion through fashion. amen.

happy new year everyone! love, annuar's the little monster/

The Name Is Fucshia

hello, what's yall doing? it's almost less then 24 hour before we'll celebrate new year. say goodbye to 2012, and hello 2013!

just sharing my current obsession, making some illustration to fill my empty life as a boring human. LOL. this time i'm shared my latest color obsession: FUCSHIA. it's not the hot color for the next season, but i really fall in love with this color. it's not pink or purple, it's fucshia, and that makes it unique.

perhaps this is the color for my next raya baju melayu. LOL

2 + 1

TENGKUJUH 2013

wuhuuu! the little girls with the big head is back again. this time they are wearing my MUSIM TENGKUJUH 2013 collection (LOL). it's time for some electric blue!

u know, Malaysia is so special, because we have totally a unique season, like tengkujuh, durian season and also school-break season. of coz i'm proud to be Malaysian, and those pathetic Malaysian yang tak reti bersyukur and want to change their nationality, you memang tak reti bersyukur!

As in musim tengkujuh, the most common natural disaster would be the flood. it's important to take care of yourself and the safety of the people around you, especially parents with lil children, don't ever let your child playing in the flood. it's dangerous! 

happy musim tengkujuh everyone!

Fly Me To The Moon

hey it's the big headed girl again, and this time she wear something inspired by the airasia aeroplane. LOL. sorry for the bad quality pictures, i'm sketching on my nephew exercise book, hope he didn't notice~

you didn't know how bad i miss to design. eventhough i said i hates fashion, but somehow, fashion is part of my blood. i can't live without it. so i've made my decision to further my study, and probably not at UiTM because i'm not applied for that course (sigh)

i'm looking for private colleges, and still searching for the best one.. or perhaps st. martin. ok that's totally a joke. i wish.. yeah i wish.. hey santa! if you see this, i've been nice this year. pfftt!

Show Me The Light

do you still remember this short poem by Robert Frost? well, it's still fresh in my mind the moment i learnt this poem in the english class when I was about to seat on my SPM. it's has been quite a long times, but somehow I do still remember this poem.

it's about a guy who was walking in a forest where brought him into two roads for him to choose. and he choose the less taken one, where in the end, lead him to become the men, he is now.

it's clearly, in life sometimes we have to take a risk rather than play safe. it's easy to say it, but to do it, need a lot of strength. now i'm facing the most critical time of my life where I have to choose whether to further my study or start working and survive in the world full with surprise. 

i've been thinking this for quite long, but still i couldn't find the answer. can i survive with just a diploma? who want to offer me a job? or can i have a brighter future? all this question raised whenever i want to make the decision. 

can the road that i will takes bring me to what i wanna be? gosh.. maybe it's time for me to back to Allah, and let HIM show me the light to which road should i take. 

A Boy And His True Story

damn! i'm super duper boring! i can't stand to live like this anymore! yes.. i've already said this for almost a billion times, but still, i want to say it; I MISSED MY LIFE AS A STUDENT!!

i miss to woke up early in the morning just to catch the bus so i won't be late to class. I've to pay RM1 per trip to the pathetic bus driver, if the seat fulled, i've to stand all the way like a stupid men, but hey! i missed it!

i miss to stand a few minutes in front of my closet to choose the right cloth to be wear, and change a few times before walk out the door. i missed to wear blocking color and the attention everyone gave whenever i wore it.

i miss to have the nervous feeling every morning because my lecturer want to see my works. oh for the record, one of my classmate almost fainted when she want to show her work to the lecturer. true story! back at home, no one want to charot me.. so sad

i miss having a breakfast, lunch, hi-tea, dinner or even berbuka puasa with my classmates. we will spend a few hour at uptown and talking about nonsense things, and of course, searching for hot guys. LOL

i miss to fight with my classmate. listening to the music at the studio from the speaker i brought from home, and the best part is watching some movies on the big screen.

well, eventhough that was the busiest times and the most emotional one, but that was also the perfect time to live your life. i really miss it. 

i miss you guys.............

and  my kakak remp-it, the most

hopefully i could met you guys soon. perhaps at rabiah's wedding next month. omg i'm super duper excited, what's more important, she'll be wearing my design. insyallah~